Monday, November 18, 2013

Tired but happy

Thank you so much birth mommy for helping me at school. You didn't have to, but you did. You got to see me at my worst, most unorganized state, late at night and frantic to get things done. Thanks for not judging me, but laughing with me instead. Thanks for listening to my ranting about how Cristmas has become too comercialized and how bugged I was that my school computer would not print my newsletter. Thanks for using 'the worst tool', the exacto knife to patiently cut he plastic lamenant from the folder to make pockets for cards. Thank you for passing out the papers for the sweet kiddos to work on tomorrow morning. Thank you for being a sincere friend. 

Thank you for trusting me to make good choices and for trusting me to still work even though baby is in my care. Thank you for allowing me to be the mommy to sweet baby boy. I am still amazed that I get to be his mom. It hurts to know that I took that from you, but I can't let that bother me. I guess I didn't take it away, but you now have a different mommy title and role. Nevertheless, I have to  have baby be my number one focus. I will focus on baby and I will enjoy the life I have while growing a deeper friendship with you.

Thank you for being you.


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