Zombie Land Changes

Zombie land has changed. I'm more cranky.  I wish I wasn't, but I am when I have to sleep train my 5 month old to self sooth at 3am and then have to work the next day.  But, I still wouldn't change it for the world.  Currently the little zombie maker is making a grunt/ humming noise that he makes just before he goes into the dreamworld. It is the best sound.

Superman is now 5 months old.  In one more month we will be able to finalize the adoption and we will be his legal parents, even more exciting, we get to be sealed together in the LDS temple.  The temple is a holy place where a man and a women can be married for time and all eternity.  J and I were sealed together almost 5 years ago.  Now, our beautiful, perfect little boy gets to be sealed with us.  When death comes we won't be separated but rather an eternal family.  

I learned a lesson recently.  I needed to change something that I was neglecting to do in my life.  I was even kindly chastised to change my lack of commitment toward this.  It was hard to change.  It wasn't something simple.  Really it would require huge sacrifices! Luckily, my heart was humbled a great deal. So, I made the changes, did what I had to, and gave up what I needed to in order to make things right. The relief was increadible, when I made the change.  Immediately I felt the spirit enter my heart and remind me of the love God has for me.  Now, I have changed.  I know this may not make sense, but when I decided to make sacrifices I got more in return. Peace, power, knowledge, desire and love. I guess sacrifice really does bring forth blessings. 

Just reread this, a bit random.... Oh well.